Sinking

From TSade

A beautiful sea-green day
Bobbing on the quiet ocean.
Me, my love, and no one else.
Naked wind against my skin.
Teasing at my hair, above and below.
And the gentle swells of his boat.

He smiles up at me, so pretty,
As his fingers cuff the metal ring
Against my right ankle.
A thick chain stretched to the edge.
With lead weights rocking softly.
Ready to plunge over.

Naked as I, he pushes them over.
Bare rattling of chain and splashes of water
Ending with a sudden lurch.
I would have fallen if he didn't catch me.
An absurd though because I want to go in.
Just not so soon.

Heavy tugging pulling me toward the edge.
He holds me, pressing tight against my body.
His cock sore from a night of frantic love.
Tears in his eyes, he asks me one more time.
"Are you sure?"
Blinking back the tears of love, I smile.

Hands bring me close, lips pressing against his.
One last hungry kiss.
Then fingers trailing down.
To the hard points of my nipples.
Stroking against the smooth mounds.
And then just one simple push.

I fall.
I plummet.
I cry.
I hit.
I sink.
But, I did not scream.

Mother sea takes me in
Ice-cold water sucking me into the depths
One last chance to take a breath
And the water covers my face
With searing tears.
Already I feel her touch.

One leg being pulled down
The other is so hard to keep down
Water rush up against my legs
Pounding against the opening of my body
Endless passion pushing inside
Into the fading darkness.

Water streaming around my body
One long caress from toe to head
Spreading around my breasts
Tugging at every point of pleasure
Hair holding still in the water
Streaming out high above.

The sun is fading
My pleasure growing.
Friction growing against sensitive parts.
Then a thrust of water and I am filled.
Churning deep within my sex.
My barren hole.

My lungs start to whimper in pain.
Then I can't resist.
I exhale and watch the bubbles rise.
Then inhale the burning tears.
If I cannot be a mother,
Then to mine I will return.

I smile.
I cry.
I remember.
I drown.
But, I do not regret.

t'Sade
2004-10-21